August 17, 2010

Too bored to be this old.

Some chick posted this on the Katy Perry forum, so I figure I got nothing else to do, why not. I know most of you could care less, that's why they make the X button in the top right, or left for those on a Mac.


What’s your favorite One Of the Boy's song?
I'm still Breathing.

What’s your least favorite song from One Of the Boy's?
Self Inflicted.

What song you DON’T like?
I like all of them some just a lot less than others.

What’s your favorite music video?
Teenage Dream. It's more real than the others.

What’s your favorite interview video?
Uhm, most of the interviews she does are entertaining, I really couldn't name my favorite. Probably bc I don't remember.

What’s your favorite Katy Perry quote?
"When you have a situation that's out of your hand's. You can't change someone. Someone won't change unless they want to be changed." & "It's very appropriate to say the F word when the F word is needed."

When did you first start liking Katy Perry?
Honestly, it wasn't until I heard Thinking of You on the radio one night. I fell in love with that song, it was just perfectly written, sung, & the fact that she done it all. The writing, the music, the story.. it made me see how talented she was & I just loved her music from then on.

What’s your favorite line from a song?
I have quite a few.
"Want to be your lover not your fucking mother"
"He kissed my lips, I was disgusted with myself"
"cause I confess I'm a mess I'm a mess of mistakes, but please count to ten before you go & through it all away"
"I'm like a bomb with all red wires"
"I leave the gas on walk the ally's in the dark, sleep with candles burning, I leave the door unlocked"
"so when my voice breaks . its called interpretation when i. held a note, it's cause i want to. not cause i feel anything about you. so don't flatter yourself thinking that i love you"
& many more.. but i'm not putting them all bc I'd have to scrabble a lot together in my head.

What song makes you want to dance?
Peacock. waking up in vegas. hot n cold. teenage dream. california gurls. & so on.

What’s your favorite live performance?
One i've seen. Thinking of you. & I kissed a girl. One i've seen via internet. Brick by brick. any. brick by brick performance.

What’s your favorite outfit Katy has worn?
the nerd one on TCA was pretty epic. & the carousel dress on the EMA's. & the outfit she wore on TCA while perfoming teenage dream. She's got a lot of epic outfits really, there's only rare times where i'm like "ew. no"
Have you met Katy? If so, where and when?
No. But I do know I saw her leave Center Stage in ATL in a gold jeep & I got a wave from the driver & passenger.

What’s your favorite cover?
Black & Gold.. Sam Sparro cover.
Is there a song from OOTB that you would have liked Katy to release as a single?
One of the Boy's.

What’s your favorite unreleased song?
Brick by Brick. Just a Song. It's Ok to believe. I'm sure their is more.

What’s your least favorite unreleased song?
I don't know one off the top of my head.

Favorite picture of Katy smiling
Seriously?.. that's just an odd question.

Favorite funny face
again odd. I don't know.

Have you liked what you’ve heard/read so far about Teenage Dream?
I suppose.

Favorite magazine cover
I don't know. Missbehave. I love the dress.

Day 21 What do you think about the colaborations with 3OH!3, Snoop Dogg and Timbaland?
All those songs are really good & different, not many people can do that.

Day 22 What artist you would like Katy to make a song with?
Niki Minaj. Lady Gaga. Lil wayne. Drake. Maybe, Justin Timberlake. Shontelle. Rhianna. Eminem. & so on.

Favorite Katy Perry website/Tumblr.
Her blog. KPF.com.

Do you own any Katy Perry merchadise?
Two shirts. Some mags. OOTB & Unplugged album. A guitar pic from the dude that played with her on the hello katy tour( the one that can play EVERYTHING ) also played with her on Unplugged. Sometimes he's not with her though.

Favorite Katy Perry cover made by a fan.
Those girls that cover Ferras & Katy's Rush on Youtube. Didn't really cover just lip sung & that's Ferras' song not Katy's but that's really the only one I've came to enjoy.

Have you been to any of her concerts? If so, tell your story.
Hello Katy Tour. Center Stage, ATL. I met Adam Marcello (Drums) Josh Moreau (Bass) Patrick Matera (Lead Guitar) & Markus Molinari.. but did not meet her. Got a picture with all except Adam.. he was hott & I got distracted & didn't realize he was the drummer, so didn't ask.

If you have the opportunity to spend a whole day with Katy, what would you do?
Hell, I don't know. Try not to act like an idiot(it comes naturally.)

Fucked up bottom teeth or wonk?
Both flaws aren't even that big of a deal, but helps people realize flaws are ok.

If someone where going to make a movie about Katy, who would you like to play her role?
I don't know. Probably Zooey Deschanel(Katy would probably disagree) & not bc she looks like her, but she's a good actress & I think she could pull it off. But that's why the casting crew decide those decisions.

August 6, 2010

Intervention.
Its addiction
not just a contradiction
he's a boy
& you're his toy
fall for the lies
bc he's your addiction
but his word's always lead to cries
it's friction
& it doesn't play out
two addictions
needing two prescriptions
but maybe there's a way out
it never plays out
your blind
& cant seem to see whats been behind
forgiving bc you think this is worth living
but it always leaves you untied
believing friends just leave you seeing lies
but it's you that's blind
& nothing we say stays in your mind
addiction kills
& nothing can be kind
it's life & your headed down a path
that will never be right
people change for love
& if it isn't enough
it's possibly a bluff
both scared of lonely
both okay with the ruff
paths with no maps
but a child's been born
into a life that can become torn
the strength she needs is in you
but he holds the horns
i just wish you'd see it's your cue
to say goodbye
to leave the addiction that's taken your happiness
erased your smiles
because she's almost due
& selfishness can't be changed
no matter who their is to blame
it's loneliness that's got you scared
but theirs always another pair
no matter the addiction
rehabs got your side
just take the stride
she holds the key
to make you free
she should make you see
but no one will change
until its out of range
your smarter
test the water
cause this worry
makes it all blurry
just wish you'd change to see
addictions got you
full of weeds.

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Incarceration.
He's in you, In your head
You don't listen
Always forgive him
Now your stuck in jail
Inside his hell cell
You won't leave
Not even when we all say please
You crawl right back to him
Fall right back to him
Even on the ground
You give your all right back to him
Scared of lonely
& that's ok
but when the lights dim
He's on his way
To destruction
w/ every bottle he makes you love him
Covers your eyes so you can't see his real insides
He tears you down
& you fall right back to the ground
Where we bring you up
So he can take you down
But you never see what's always around
& you fall right back to him
Crawl right back to him
But we're still here
Waiting for you to see it clear
Not to fall right back to him
Don't fall right back to him
For the sake of us all
Don't give your all right back to him
We're saying please
We're praying please
Don't crawl right back to him.

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Disengage.
I woke up clean
Cause your gone from my dreams
I see it clear
You were just a gleam
Stuck in 1st gear
I thought it was real
but it was just a hand
dealt too fast
Didn't have time to think it through
When really I just should've folded you
Now I just laugh about the past
& Hold fast for a new path
I was numb
stuck beating the same drum
Now I sing aloud to an open crowd
cause you're just a grain of sand
in the desert land
I was insane to hold your name in a jar
The lids off
so fly away from me
I can breathe & now I'm free, on a stage
Get ready
Disengage.

May 26, 2010

Your names always the one I miss.

I can't get sober
& you were my drug
Now I'm left with earthquakes
cause you left me with no fix
Left with all these tics
from the clocks on the wall
waiting to finally fall
To hit the ground
& walk away
with no memory of your face
But I can't get sober
cause if you were here
I'd give in
& the addiction'd just reappear
Until you disappear
leave me with nothing but rehab
& tears.

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I'm sorry I lead you
When you gave me love
I was struck with nothing but the past
& how I wish he would've last
It was disgusting of me
Internal combustion
Of everything I said I wouldn't b
& it broke your heart
& if I could go back to the start
I'd say no
To save what I'd done
Now I feel all there is to do is run

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It's always what you want
your right
No matter the fights
It's all my fault
If psychology was your major
I'd be left with six letters
cause here the walls are always white
& I'm restrained
Because the trust will always peel to rust
& amount to dust
You say help you, help you
You can't even help you
If being gone would make it easier
Let's feel the rath
I should wave bye
But I always seem to rather fight
Young love keeps you blind
Even if its unwound
I still hit rewind
& remember everything that's been left behind

April 13, 2010

Baby take me for a ride Maybe get a little high In a place we've never been Time is nothing but a line we leave everything behind It'd be so wonderful

I don't know my feelings
& I can't seem to think it'll help the healing
But to lead is to misread
& I always said that wasn't me

So the questions still stuck
make a move, so I can see
If this should be
Me & You
or am I just trying to fight this disease
I really don't know what to believe

The last person I let get close
ran & left me with a sunburn
So the question is
take the turn
or wait for rebirth

& your distance
close but resistant
but the face I saw today
I don't know
I wanted you, then & their
maybe it was your display
like I wasn't their
but when I'm gone
all I hear is how you wish we were a pair

So whats your deal
I can't decide how this should go
if you can't even suggest a blow
rude, crude, maybe that's whats my mood
metaphor not literally
I'm not that girl
you see in the bar world
but those cryptic eyes leave me empty
whats this you want
both seem confused
& a bit overused
but your the guy
so make a move
before i disapprove

when it happens
the clearness will arise
& maybe we'll fly the skies
or this dating shit will just die

the suspense & the worry
is what makes me feel i need to hurry
I don't play games, shy, high, or just a guy
something needs to be applied.

March 23, 2010

A drink to the past.

Twelve, eleven
worst part is I don't even remember
I can't call you
not even on the holidays
I just wonder if you'd remember my face
but i don't have a clue
and people take up for you
but there's no excuse
for this constant abuse
a simple hi
or possibly a goodbye?
you were a big brother
and I'll never have another

Google doesn't even have your destination
and it can't help my frustration
no results found
what about when I'm in the ground
will you be around?
I can't even cry
there's nothing left inside
the missing has turned to hate
and the hate is just in the way
do i forget you when they ask
or simply say you've passed
I just suppose I'll have another glass
& drink to the past.

March 22, 2010

Closed.

You were the only one I ever let hold me
& there was something I should've told you
but I thought you knew
maybe you did
& this was meant to be dead
only wish you left a grid
of where you went
because nothing you said was authentic
you left me pathogenic
an infectious spread throughout my head
if only it were widespread
I wouldn't awake with your face
glued to my eyes
only to realize everything dies
i feel obsessed
like i'm at a party overdressed
but even if i went nude
i couldn't forget you

but not a tear sheds your name
your hearts the one to blame
and not a word left unheard
i knew what you said
but it was all in your head
no one loves & leaves
without doves & grief
all i needed was a debrief

You left the door open
and now i need to close it
I can't wait for you to say bye
it won't happen
your vocab consist of only lies
this is the last time
I'm sorry
but not another rhyme

March 21, 2010

He's not You.

I hate everything he does
it's so right
I avoid his face
because I miss your embrace
another night
he can't heal what you left bare
he just doesn't compare
with his touch, there's your name
with his heart, there's your beat
I'm falling apart
and he won't find the rhythm
can't even find his seat
Every morning
I wake up to your name in bright lights
it's like a constant warning
he lacks everything that made me admire you
he isn't charming, but funny
he doesn't have game, but I never knew how to play
your still what he portrays
Every night
I throw up from your sight
am I insane
because this is everyday
I can't stop your reign
Most girls just forget
& I'm beginning to say this is it
fuck regret
I just want you gone.